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hello everyone.whats up? not too much here just hanging out at my friend, martha's house.

well, for the past 3 or 4 weeks i have been talking and hanging out with a kid named Chris. He's go great, I'll be talking to him and anytime I have something on my mind no matter how stupid it might be.. he'll listen [and vice versa]. But when i talk to him i these things my friends call "butterfiles" and its weird because iim only 13 years old and i already feel like i've found that "special someone". yeah, i know what you're thinking " Little 7th grader has a crush, how cute." well listen up.. im not little and its not a crush! i've never thought or talked about anyone like this. I feel.. ok this is gonna sounds lame but i feel special i guess you would say when i talk to him. But of course.. there is a problem. He will be turning 16 this year and he isnt really ummm.. chrisitan. He doesnt go to church and he wont even listen to what people have to say about it. But the other night i went to the mall with my friends and chris was there.. i wasnt expecting him to be there but he was. so anyways i was sitting down talking to him and then he said it. "i love you, jennifer". i totally and completly froze. i had no idea to what i would say to him.. i mean im 13.. should i really be saying i love you already to someone besides my mom or dad [hehe or even gary ;)] or my other family? Then thank God my friend called my name. so i turned to her and i was releived because now i had a reason for not saying ..those 3 words back to chris. so i was talking to this friend of mine and i turned around to introduce them to each other and when i did turn around chris was gone. no where in sight.i feel like a jerk about it now. i dont know what to do about. now, you're probably thinking "why dont you try talking to him, duuuuhh" IM NOT THAT STUPID! I'VE TRIED THAT ALREADY! he wont return my calls and when i sign online, he signs off. ack.. im a total jerk.well i gota to go.. pedum is buggin me about getting off so ill write in this thing when i get home. lots of love, JENNIFER

well, its been a while since i've written in this thing...

today i went to VBS with my brother, it was really boring, but that's okay. and my days are getting more and more boring. i found out today that my friend got in a wreck while sitting in the pasengers seat with a drunk driver. its horrible, but she's okay. just a few scraches and bruzes. now i would love to kill the person she was with. well anyways, im sure you guys dont care about that stuff.

                         Bye Bye

p.s. gary..dont use me razor...

YAY! yesturday was the last day of school and im sooo happy but im not happy at the same time. The only friends i can hang out with over the summer is Kelsie, Taylor, Matt, Martha, James, Melody, and Ben! woop-die-doo! I missed the show last night and it really sucked that i did because Kelsie called me and told me it was great and that she was surprised that my brother's band playing a THURSDAY and underOATH song... even tho she only knew the THURSDAY song (Autobiography of a nation) but yeah, instead of the show i went and saw a movie at the mall and then i hung out at the mall. yeah, we bought tickets for the daredevil movie but we went into the final destination 2 (even tho i saw it like in april with my cousin and her boyfriend and friends). it was a good movie. well im gonna go go-karting so ill catch you coolios later!! bye                               love, Jennifer